For more Jiu-jitsu related posts, click here, and you’ll find over four years worth of posts about my Jiu-jitsu journey. I also have a podcast about Jiu-jitsu which can be found here or by searching for “Tom Writes and Rolls” on your preferred podcast provider.
Thanks for stopping by!Tom
Keeping in line with pursuing my goals for 2017, I recently opened a new chapter in my life and began learning Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu.
For the first time in years I joined a martial arts school, put on a uniform (Gi) and donned a white belt. It is a newer school in the area led by both an experienced brown belt and a purple belt. The rest of us are white belts of varying degrees and as of this writing, I only have five sessions under my belt. The other white belts are light years ahead of me.
And I don’t mind it at all.
In fact, I’m loving it.
I’ve had the opportunity to be a “white belt” in many areas over the last few years. Weightlifting for one; learning the proper form for the big lifts and slowly progressing upwards until I hit my goals.
Although the feeling of being a fish out of water or not knowing your ass from a hole in the ground or being shown just how much of a “white belt” you really are can be frustrating, to say the least, it is one that I enjoy in a twisted sort of way. There is always room to grow and become better.
Ego and Hubris (the way I view them), don’t get along.
Ego is a positive force in your life as it drives you to do better, to want to become more and strive to go to the next level. Hubris is the part that has to be checked.
Hubris will tell you, “You’re good enough, just the way you are.”
Ego says, “You can do better. You can improve.”
Hubris says, “Just practice on your own. You got this.”
Ego will reply, “You should practice on your own, but you also need to seek training. You need to get around people who are better than you so you can be challenged, stretched and step your game up.”
And I’ve had plenty of opportunities to either let my ego push me towards growth or let hubris pull me towards stagnation.
Like I mention in the above linked article about humility, I like to approach training with an “empty cup” mentality. It helps me to keep hubris in check, even in “familiar” territory, so I can learn and absorb as much as possible in order to grow and become better. It can be hard at times, but I’ve found that taking the empty cup approach usually yields the most return on investment for me.
So now I’m learning BJJ, starting from the bottom in so many ways. I’m still green. I’m in unfamiliar territory. Flopping around on the mat, trying to learn how to roll my body. I am dripping wet with sweat after each session. I’m learning that while what I’ve accomplished in the gym regarding strength and endurance is good, it’s not everything against a younger, lighter training partner who is even a month or two ahead of you in practice. There are different breeds and degrees of strength and endurance needed for this new chapter. To top it all off, I’m nursing a weakened/strained shoulder due to over-training at the gym.
There are ample servings of humble pie for me to digest during this new season of my life.
My cup is so damn empty.
And I’m fucking loving it!
Another day of training, another opportunity to improve.
Use your Ego for good. Check hubris at the door. Become better.